Consultation after consultation. More doctors’ appointments than I could keep straight. I just looked back through my calendar and this is the list of who I saw just in January: Surgeon, Oncologist, Palliative Care, Dietician, Cancer Rehab, Radiation Oncologist, and Social Worker. Thank goodness for good insurance. The consensus was no chemotherapy was warranted (thank God), but daily whole breast radiation with a boost to the tumor site was recommended. That began in February and completed in March. April is mainly dedicated to recovery from the radiation treatment, physical therapy/rehab, my covid vaccines, and the start of daily maintenance meds (an aromatase inhibitor to suppress my estrogen production) for the next five years. Please pray the side effects from that medication are minimal. I am thankful for modern medical advancements, but am tired, both physically and mentally.
That was a long way to say I am well on the road to recovery and thank each one of you for your kind words, thoughts, and prayers over these last few months! A cancer diagnosis is something no one ever wants, but far too many of us experience. We can do all we know to do to reduce our chances, but there is nothing that is guaranteed to make us bulletproof. So, I continue to eat healthfully (whole food, plant based), work on my mental health (PTSD is a very real part of these journeys), and pray this is the last time I face this disease. I know many of you have been affected by cancer or have someone close to you who has. There is so much fear associated with this diagnosis. I recently read “Courage is fear that has said its prayers.” So, I pray. I pray for courage to just do the next thing and a peace that passes all understanding. I pray that for every one of you as well. Let’s embrace the comfort and hope that is found in community and continue doing this thing called life together!